I try seeping through you Sia
I fail.
Ah Sia! You remain glued
So effortlessly,
Scattered across ceilings— I.
Bits even escape through the ventilator
To reach you Sia
Among bodies carved in bronze
You live in navels.
Plasters peel.
HOO LI YA
Am letting you go Sia
In handfuls of flakes.

He left me
Hanging with Christ
Lies come from below
Filling my head...
Cracking it open like an eggshell
My nemesis emerges
On doomsday
He makes sure he is eaten
By Lucifer in a blue jeans.
I destroyed Rome in a day
And now I’m jobless.

ফাটল ধরেছিল আয়নাতে
ঘুণ ধরা কাঠের মত
ক্ষত বিক্ষত হয়ে যাচ্ছিল আয়নাটি

রক্তের পিপাসা জেগেছিল তার
সেই পিপাসায় মাতাল
ছটফট করছিল আয়নাটি

কন্ঠস্বরহীন তার ক্ষিদে
নিজের ভিতরের গলাপচা প্রতিবিম্বগুলোকে
তাই ছিঁড়ে খাচ্ছিল আয়নাটি।

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The Mirror

Infested by mites
Wood-like
It cracked.

Delirious
It desired blood.

Reflections within
Severed, trapped—
Carcasses
Upon which it fed
Its soulless hunger.

Dismembered
I collide with you
At circumcised crossroads.

Assuring
You provide respite
From alien hands.

Beseeching
I look at your summerland
When all I know
Seem reduced to clichés.

Amused
Memory intervenes
And with its fat ugly toe
Sketches the reality door.

Doors

Revolving
You meet them again
On your bed, in your ceiling
They are everywhere
In your silence
The silence of screams, of hatred
Of love
Dried
Trapped
Revolving

Halloween

We make love you say?
What difference does it make
Anyway?

I flap my wings
Naked in my bloodbath
I scream to be heard
A bat

I bump against a tree
Its daylight
Again

I have raped myself.

Those tin drum bones
Each time
They’d rearrange themselves
To form a new face
Skulls without flesh
And as I rushed
To the attic
To find the body
The dream would break.
Each time.